Sunday, August 24, 2014

Summer Story (M/M)


By: Corbin Crow

Description:  Two friends find an unexpected connection that brings them closer than ever before the summer before they move to separate colleges.  This story was loosely inspired by a story told to me secondhand.

We were both so young and carefree back then.  It’s remarkable to look back on my youth and the simplicity that could exist back then.  Hard to imagine so much would change so quickly.  Barrett and I had some good times.  Something about our quiet ways attracted us to each other, a friendship that would last for years.  Even as we aged, girls or sports or anything never split us up for long.  It seemed as though we did everything together--even our birthdays were only a few days apart.  Sure he’s gone now to live with that moronic he-man.  I suppose it’s my fault really, since I ruined the only thing that bound us together.

I had discovered my love of ball-busting at a young age, but never dared share it with anyone--growing up in the suburbs was hardly the place to be gay, let alone interested in more extreme fetishes.  But Barrett was my best friend and I couldn’t shake the feeling that I wanted to bust his balls.  In the passing times of youthful friends, a ballbust or two isn’t tremendously uncommon during horseplay or just as a jest, but intentionally and for personal gratification pushes the limits.

No, it wasn’t until the spring of our senior year in highschool, a few weeks after our 18th birthday week,  that things grew interesting.  Since we were both in the “social outcast” category, our sport of choice was track, the refuge of the nerdly types who still wished to keep in shape and compete.  Over at my house after practice we were hanging out under the old oak tree, relaxing as the evening breeze rustled the leaves.  I don’t particularly remember why, but Barrett decided he needed to climb the tree, a feat he’d never attempted before.  While track leaves a lean body and strong legs, arm strength isn’t exactly encouraged.

“Dude watch this!” he said leaping up to a branch high off the ground.

The sight before me was an incredible one.  Barrett was fully extended, both arms hanging from the limb like a pull up bar.  His head, blond locks slung back towards his ears, was looking straight up, the bulge of his adam’s apple pointing to the sky.  The track shirt we wear at practice isn’t particularly long to avoid any extra fabric bouncing around or causing friction, so it had ridden up past his navel in this position, revealing his smooth stomach.  He didn’t have a body-builder’s six-pack or anything, but his athletic pursuits left him well in shape with a sharp adonis belt descending into his shorts.

For those of you not familiar with track, know that over long distances of running, friction is the enemy.  The shorts we wear are designed to be loose and short to avoid any problems over the long term and, barring having special running underpants, many just wear them commando.  While practical in terms of running, they are not tremendously modest.  As his taut legs kicked in an attempt to gain leverage, the mound inside his running shorts was clearly moving freely on its own.  And from the glints of the setting sun passing through the light blue fabric of his shorts from behind him, it was clear he was going commando.

Although I’m sure he was only dangling there a few seconds, this time felt like hours to me.  The sway of his package and the shadows it generated told me his balls were loose and low-hanging.  My heart was pounding as he slowly started lifting himself up and I knew this was as good a chance as I can imagine.  Even for a heterosexual not interested in ballbusting, this was a prime opportunity.  Just as his pull up was starting to have effect, my ultra-light running shoe was flying between his widely splayed legs.  With a dull thud they found their mark, as I could articulate between the thin shoe the contact and compression of his soft genitals.

“Ooofph” was the only noise Barrett created, his lungs attempted to empty out all their air.

Almost as soon as the kick connected, he dropped from the tree and began rolling back and forth on the grass, his face scrunched with pain.  I stood over him, looking at my beautiful friend writhing in pain and I felt so empowered and aroused at the same time.  I discovered just how aroused when I felt his eyes stare at my crotch--I was wearing the same shorts and they are even more immodest when containing a raging erection.  In shame, I hastily turned myself away and began to walk in the other direction.

“Hey,” Barrett croaked weakly having stopped rolling around.   I turned to look at him staring at me, hands at his hips, with a matching erection stretching obscenely at the front of his shorts.

The feeling of overwhelming happiness and oneness that we shared at that moment required no words spoken between us.  We were even more alike than we thought, and our relationship was going to be a lot different from then on.  Looking back on that perfect day, I wouldn’t change a thing, except perhaps the date.  To think, we’d both been secretly holding on to matching desires afraid to reveal to the other.  Now with graduation coming up soon and the summer to follow, we only had a few months before it was time to go our separate ways to our separate colleges.

My parents wouldn’t be home for hours, so we decided to continue this encounter indoors in my room, away from prying eyes.  Surprisingly enough, for all our time with each other, I’d never seen him totally naked.  Sure, I’d seen him change down to his underwear hundreds of times and maybe even stuck a peek or two at the urinals.  But the day he took off his shirt and dropped his shorts before me was one to remember.  If I thought seeing his lithe but not yet fully matured chest rippling as his shirt passed over his head was nice, imagine my surprise when he dropped his running shorts.

As the waistband passed by, his cut cock flipped up to point at his chin, bounding with all its glory.  But my eyes really flared at what was below it.  As he stepped out of his shorts, his low-slung balls dangled effortlessly between his sculpted thighs, moving as though they had a mind of their own.  I marveled at their pendulous weight and noted that just below the bottom of the lower-hanging right nut started the thick mid-thigh tan line.  Without any speaking, I walked up and swung my shoe right at his testicles.  Although his face scrunched in anticipation, his legs and hands made no attempt to interfere.

This time a much meatier thwack was accompanied by a grunt, leaving Barrett rolling around on the floor once more.  As he rolled onto his stomach cradling his balls, I was greeted with a glorious view of his buttocks, sculpted finely by hours upon hours of sprints and runs, flexing and clenching as his body vainly attempted to lessen its pain.  I flipped my shirt off over my head and kicked off my shoes still standing over his fallen frame.  As he rolled back over, I saw the tip of his hard cock had begun leaking some precum with a single thread connecting his cock to his abs.

Entranced by this view, I was startled back to reality by his hand thrusting between my legs and clutching tightly my own balls.  I gasped in start, but he wasn’t squeezing hard enough to cause any real pain, just to let me know he had them in his control.  As he pulled his fist away, each testicle slipped roughly from his grasp, but he kept a grip on the fabric of my shorts.  With deliberate motion, he pulled my shorts clean off my waist and down to my knees.  My cock welcomed the freedom from the small confines and my balls felt the cool air just below.

From visual inspection it was clear my cock was a bit bigger than his, not dwarfing him or anything, but clearly larger.  His balls, however, had the obvious size advantage and hung entire inches lower in his sac.  While I completed the removal of my shorts, he had rolled himself up to his knees, spreading them out wide to leave his balls invitingly exposed in between with his cock offering no protection as it still pointed skyward.  I needed no signed invitation and in no time my foot contacted his sac skin-to-skin for the first time.

His reaction confirmed me what my foot’s nerves already told me: I got all of him in a solid hit.  As I stood over him writhing about I couldn’t resist the impulse to start jacking off.  As he regained himself, he gingerly got up onto his knees once more, clearly favoring his tender testicles.  He took his own cock into his fist and began stroking along with me.  A few moments later, only the sound of our mutual meat beating filled the silence, he reached out and took my hand, pulling it off my cock.

Leaving my hand by my side, his hand moved back to envelop my twitching dick.  He was clearly an expert at manual manipulation and knew me well enough to read my reactions.  Controlling the speed and grip of his strokes, he made it rapidly apparent that my release was in his power.  The role reversal from standing over a man I’d just kicked in the nuts to having him subjugate my own impending orgasm to his will was stark.

He dropped his head back and increased the pace of both his hands to a near blur.  As my whole body began contracting for the impending ejaculation, I saw a white spurt erupt from his cock and hit my inner thigh.  I barely had time to appreciate the warm liquidity of his cum before my own cock erupted, launching out a forceful blast right at the notch below his adam’s apple and between his collarbones.  For a few seconds we both shared orgasmic bliss, as rope after rope of hot cum mingled and dripped down his chest.

We both sat still for a few moments, still trembling with the aftershocks of our orgasms, with the only sounds being panting and the occasional splat of a falling bead of cum dripping lazily off one of our softening cocks.

“Wanna watch a movie?”  I said, breaking the long silence.

“Sure, how about a comedy?” He replied nonchalantly.

A couple quick showers later and we were both sitting in sweats laughing it up to the TV by the time my folks came home and soon Barrett headed out.

That was a good day.

II

I was worried for a few days after our first busting encounter that we’d gone too far and sullied our friendship.  When I hung out with him I decided not to mention anything and he seemed content to do the same.  Perhaps it was a fluke.  Perhaps it would never happen again.  I was drifting in thought as we sat, supposedly watching a movie, my eyes glazed over and staring distantly in Barrett’s general direction.  

A little movement snapped me out of my haze, as I saw his hand lazily drift to his white athletic shorts, and slide them up his sculpted thigh until his hairless sack peaked into view.  He appeared focused on the television as the show developed before me.  He had the habit of occasionally not wearing underwear and being unaware of how his clothing displayed his genitals, but this was ridiculous.  I quickly felt his eyes on me, and I looked up at him as a smile cracked across his face.  I needed no engraved invitation.

The air rushed from his lungs, rapidly forced out by a natural response from his abdomen attempting to protect his reproductive capacity.  That signal always indicates a clean hit; yelling or screaming tells me I’ve probably missed my target.  I’ve grown accustomed to that sound and, more importantly, I enjoy creating it.  My sock slide easily off the nylon on his bunched up shorts after the blow.  Despite his reaction and the pain he felt, he only leaned forward a bit, leaving his junk still exposed in his splayed kneeling stance.

A harder kick wore down his resolve quickly, as he gasped once more and rolled to the side, clutching himself.  I must say, I enjoyed the view of his strained face as his ass stretched against his shorts as his hands fruitlessly tried to negate the pain.  I reached between his legs, his hands passively yielding away, and was surprised to bump into his erection while seeking his balls.  Not to be deterred, I redirected my approach, slipping my other hand up his smooth thigh to clutch his dangling balls.

Unable to contain himself, his hand quickly reached out to grab my cock through my shorts as his other hand slipped his dick over the waistband of his shorts, his balls still inside my grasp.  My free hand assisted in unzipping my shorts and freeing my cock, and in no time he was vigorously jerking both our dicks.  The arousal of the moment and his skill at manual manipulation meant both of us reach orgasm rather quickly.  I panted as my cum sprayed down onto his shirt and soon after his own cock spasmed, launching an even more impressive streak of lines along the shirt to match.  It continued much the same from there on out, any hang-out with Barrett could, without any words, turn into an opportunity to bust his balls followed by a mutual jerk-off.  

One day about a month later after a particularly virulent busting, he leaned in and took my cock into his mouth.  My start at the unfamiliar sensation was quickly assuaged by his talented blowjob that had me leaning up against the bed for support in no time.  If you’ve never experienced the feeling of your cock sliding deep down a willing throat, I can’t recommend it enough.  The kid was a natural.  

After he swallowed my load down his throat I felt it was only fair I reciprocated and I was, admittedly, a little curious.  I’d assisted in some jerk-offs for him before, but my mouth had never been anywhere near a cock before.  Although I tried my best, my inexperience drew contrast from the amazing blowjob I had just received.  Even though his dick wasn’t all that terribly massive, I could barely manage half in my mouth before I started choking.  He didn’t seem to mind though, as his hips started thrusting gently back and forth.  

My hands found their way to encircling his blushed and slightly swollen nuts, still dangling softly before my chin.  Rather than inflict pain, I massaged gently, coaxing his balls to release their seed.  This was too much for him, as I quickly felt his balls pull up and tense in his scrotum, ready to supply his orgasm.  Around the same time his cockhead flared in my mouth and he shot his hot cum into my mouth.  I was not totally ready and still a little distracted from milking his nuts as a few lines slipped past my lips and dripped on the floor.  I made sure to contain the rest and gulped it down to save face.

As the summer progressed, our sessions became more and more diverse.  From kicking, I tried out knees and punches.  Stomps and toys came in occasionally but were not as popular and the time I tried to step up onto his nuts with my body weight one ball slipped out in such a way that he was too pained to continue--no fun.  My favorite was the squeeze: so easy to inflict pain and the limits are almost endless.  

On one particular occasion I  was deep into a session of squeezing and decided to switch to gentle massage and pulsing soft presses.  His cock, already hard from the evening of busting, twitched and swelled rather noticeably.  He began moaning quietly and squirming around a bit.  I quickly slapped his hand away when it drifted in the direction of his dick.  Although he was startled, he complied, sending the hand back to clutch the sheets beside him.  

His groans grew more urgent and his cock began twitching and bounding all on its own.  My hands timed their groping with the time of his dick’s motions.  His back arched, his hands pulled at the sheets, and his entire body tensed as the stimulation reached a head.  He looked at me with an expression half of longing, the other half confusion over what exactly was happening to his body.   I felt his balls begin to pulse in time and soon his dick was violently rearing.  On the third such swing of his untouched organ, a huge blast of cum fired and streaked along his chest.  Soon another and another fired from the bouncing organ, spraying in all directions. He gasped and grunted when it was all over, wide-eyed and overcome by a most unusual pleasure.  

It’s sure something to manipulate a man’s balls such that his penis, without any direct stimulation, began to fire out a hot load.  That was quite a feeling.  I suppose it’s a little like buying your furniture factory direct, getting it right from where it’s made and cutting out the slick middleman.

Rarely, but on occasion, he would bust my balls.  It wasn’t quite the same and neither of us really enjoyed it all that much.  Once I started fucking him, that stopped entirely.

When my dick finally pushed it passed his last ring of defense and stabbed fully into his muscular ass for the first time, we truly transformed our relationship from best friends and occasional ballbusting pals to something much deeper.  It took me only a few strokes to be sure I located his prostate and he groaned in response.  I continued fucking him always with his balls as my grip no matter what position, squeezing and pulling as I pleased.

The summer was winding down and only a month remained before we both moved away. Having finished a recent session of ballbusting and sex, we lay lazily upon his bed.

He turned to me and whispered into my ears, “I want you to pop my balls.  I want you to grip them in your hands and squeeze them into mush.  Please, ruin my manhood and crush my nuts.”  He rushed through the request without pausing, as though he just couldn’t keep from saying it any longer.

“Dude, what?” I shouted in bewilderment as soon as I could get in a word, mostly surprised even though the idea certainly had crossed my mind before.  “I love your balls, they brought us together this summer and gave us both so much pleasure.  I could never destroy something so beautiful. Why would you want popped them anyways?”

“I don’t know what started it,” he replied “but I've always just wanted them popped.  I used to roll them around in my younger years, testing their strength and feeling their shape, and wonder just what it would be like to feel them give out and gush their insides into my sac.  Now that I don’t particularly have a use for my nuts since I only bottom, I feel like this is my opportunity.  Nothing makes me hotter than the thought of someone I love and trust squishing my big beautiful balls into pulp.  Now I cannot imagine that person being anyone other than you.  I’d be eternally grateful and the balls you loved would be forever yours in a way . . .don’t make me beg you.”

I was torn.  I started to think I loved Barrett and I knew I loved his balls.  I was, however, incredibly turned on by the thought of permanently ruining someone’s nuts.  What an embarrassment of riches.  Here I was having the possessor of a perfect set of balls begging me to crush them, fulfilling a long-held fantasy of mine, and I was waffling on the fence.  But then again they are his balls, rather selfish of me to decide what should done with them.

“Well, I’m not crazy about it,” I yielded, “but if it’s truly what you want, I’ll do it for you.  But absolutely not until the end of the summer,  I refuse to miss out on any opportunity I have left to enjoy them.”

“Deal!” He said with an odd amount of glee for someone who is set to be castrated.

It seemed like a fitting end to the summer, by then having moved to his new college town his parents wouldn’t be asking all sorts of questions about his injury.  Likewise, his balls defined the summer for us both and appropriate that they would too pass out of existence with the days.

In the following days, I’d spend time laying beside him after our busting and play sessions just gently cradling his balls, knowing that they are not long for this world.  What a loss, to ruin such a beautiful pair. But, a deal's a deal.  The night before he moved, he slept over.  I lay awake that night spooning his warm body with my hand encircling his sac.  When I woke up the next morning, he’d already gone.

His parents were wealthy enough to spring for a single in the city and fortunately the city wasn’t far from our hometown.  He told me before he left that he wanted the day of his ruin to remain a sort of surprise for him, to sit knowing I could knock on his door at any moment and end his manhood at my whim.  Apparently, that idea appealed to him.  I confess, it appealed to me too.

When that day finally arrived I knocked on his door.  I knew from his look he was happy to see me.  He was dressed only in the track running suit he wore the first day I busted him, bulging with an eager erection.  I briefly amused myself with the thought of a UPS man or friendly neighbor being greeted with the same sight if Barrett jumped the gun.  

Once inside, as I carefully shucked my clothing he literally tore his clothes off, leaving only tattered remains of that ensemble.  Fitting.  His genitals flopped out loosely, clearly he’d been keeping them warm so they’d be as low-hanging as possible.  He sure knew how to push my buttons.  Those two beautiful eggs dangling in that hairless scrotum was one of the prettiest sights I’d ever seen.  My already hard cock was now straining to its fullest.

No sooner were we both nude was my sock covered foot flying up between his legs.  After a soft thud, Barrett grunted and dropped to his knees.  Hell, no reason to hold back my kicks since his nuts will be mush in a bit anyways.  For the next half hour or so, I kicked and slapped and punched and squeezed as I pleased, and Barrett, despite the pain, kept a happy disposition.  Clearly, he was excited for what was to come.

After a particularly hard kick, Barrett needed a moment to recover.  As he rolled onto his stomach, he stopped and took his hands off his reddened balls.  Carefully placing his face and knees on the ground, he slid himself up ass first into the air until his beautiful cheeks spread, revealing his tight hole.  With a quick spit onto my cock, I accepted his offer and rammed balls deep into him.  Pausing for a moment, my right hand dropped down to seek out own low-slung balls.  As I thrust into him, I pulled him back by the balls each time.  As I felt the cum boiling over in my nuts, ready to fill him up, I was suddenly very aware of the warmth, the life, the potency contained in my left fist.  A shocking power really.

With a last deep thrust, I tugged his balls until his ass was flush against me and my cock began firing my hot juices into his ass.  I sat back, my softening cock slurping as it slipped from inside him, and we both lay panting a moment, recovering from the fuck.  

As I reached for his hard dick to repay the favor he pushed my hand away.  “No! I don’t want to cum until they’re gone.  I want to be a fucking rock when it happens.”  I relented and we both sat silent for a few moments, pondering the near future.

Although soft from recently cumming, my cock began to stir once more as the thought of the next activity began to set in.  Staring at the balls I was to destroy, still loose and red and nestled between his shapely legs, it climbed to its apex.  But then a powerful wave overwhelmed me--from the back of my mind arose doubt.

“I’m not sure I can go through with this.”  I said sheepishly, his shoulders slumping in reply.

“What?! I’ve wanted them gone for a long time now.  I’m already a full-time bottom and don’t see much need in keeping them.” He countered while approaching me.  “Besides, you promised!”

“I . . . don’t know.”  I replied.   I felt his gaze drift from my face down to my junk.

“You mouth is wavering on this idea a lot more than your cock.  I can check your pulse with my eyes.”  he said lovingly, placing a finger over my lips.  He put his mouth up to my ear and gently whispered “I want my nuts turning to mush in your grasp.”  and my cock bucked immediately.  He was right, and we both knew it.

It was really a surprisingly simple procedure.  I knew from a little research that the testicle was basically a fibrous outer wall surrounding a sectioned area filled with tubules to produce sperm.  If the casing ruptures, the contents can be pushed out.  A minor rupture is easily repairable by a skilled surgeon.  However, if the ball breaks open and all the nutmeat is forced out, it’s as good as gone.

Since squeezing was really both our favorite methods of ballbusting, I figured that was the appropriate method.  All I had to do, I reasoned, was pin the testicle between my fingers and use my thumbnails to gain leverage on the structure until it can’t bear the strain any more.  Barrett assured me he’d not resist so there was no need to tie him down.

Any lingering doubts I had evaporated the moment I grabbed his right nut in my hand and trapped it in preparation.  I can’t describe the feeling of holding another man’s ball in your grip planning to destroy it.  The power is humbling.  I placed my thumbnails on the long inner side of his nut and we were off and running.  Bearing down full force, the ball roughly slipped out of my grip and Barrett yelped.

“Sorry, I’ll get it this time!”  I hastily apologized.  Funny to think I was apologizing for not crushing his testicle.

Clutching the nut more firmly this time, I pressed down with full force and, with an extra push, my effort was rewarded with a thick wet crunch.  Barrett gritted his teeth and grunted but hung tough, revealing that he felt what I did.  Now that the shell was ruptured, it was only a matter of time.  As I pressed again at the center stripe, my thumb caved in the shape of his ball and I felt a rush of loose matter around my fingers for a second or two.  It took no more time to complete the wounded testicle’s evacuation as the last bits of resistance were worn as my thumbs met my fingers.  

After that initial step, I released the flattened ball and found a much softer lump of flesh residing next to it.  This was the essence of his manhood in my hands now, the precious contents the ball’s casing could no longer protect.  Silly this little amorphous mass of tissue is technically what makes a man a man. Although almost assuredly useless now, I was determined to do this right and I began kneading the blob between my fingers.  It put up almost no resistance and quickly broke apart into a stringy mush slipping about until I was sure there were no solid bits remaining. I looked up to see Barrett passed out, a calm spread across his face.

He’d never forgive me if I let him sleep through the big finale, so I went to get some water to wake him up.  Plus my hands were aching a little at this point and could use a break.  

Coming to, he was a little out of it but most appreciative of me waking him up and pleased with the progress so far.

Now that I’d figured out the whole process, the second nut should be much easier.  I found the same spot on his final testicle, trapped my fingers around it and pressed my thumbs into its core.  The resistance was tremendous, but I was dedicated and not willing to let the ball slip away this time.  As the fibrous wall can only take so much, his final orb eventually gave up its struggle and, with another splotch, allowed my thumbs to squish out the precious male innards it could no longer protect.  This time I wasted no time between the initial ejection of testicular matter and grinding it into nothing, my fingers making quick work of all that remained of his balls.  In that brief moment between the initial rupture and complete mangling of his remaining nutmeat, Barrett was teetering on the edge of manhood and then suddenly no longer a man.  He’d never cum another fertile load or become a father.

He dropped his head back and released a tremendous sigh of satisfaction.  It was as if the contents of his balls were aching to break out of the testicle walls, causing him great discomfort, until I kindly relieved the pressure by popping his nuts and allowing the delicate meat inside to escape.  I imagine a man just having passed a kidney stone or a woman having birthed a child would make such a noise.

I wasn't very interested in his feelings at the moment though, enjoying greatly my two-handed access to his ruined scrotum.  I reached far up and traced the spermatic cords down, one in each hand, until I found what was once his balls.  Now, beyond the deflated and cracked shell resided only a sinewy mush that slipped back and forth between my fingers easily.

One hand remained groping the pulpy sac while the other began vigorously stroking my cock.  I soon felt my orgasm impending and aimed my dick at his junk.  It was the most intense orgasm of my life, as I blasted shot after shot of steamy white cum onto his ruined manhood.  It was quite a sight, my cum dripping across a crushed pair of balls and a cock that will never produce another potent load in its life.

From start to finish, the crushing took less than 10 minutes.  What took nature nearly 19 years to painstakingly perfect, I destroyed in a measly 10 minutes.  Funny that all it really takes to pop a pair of balls, even those a big and beautiful as Barrett’s, is a little strength applied the right way and more importantly, the will to do it.

From there it was off to a friendly doctor he’d had some contact with.  The doctor recorded it all as a sport accident or something, and since Barrett was 18 there was no need to involve any parents or authorities.  I nursed him back to health for the next few days and he began promptly on a doctor-prescribed hormone replacement therapy.  At the week’s end it was time for us to part ways and Barrett continued his profuse thanks.

“I can never thank you enough for the gift you’ve given me.  It was the defining moment of my life and I’m glad I shared it with you.”  He offered.

I was too overcome by the emotions of our parting that I merely offered a teary hug as a reply.  I waved through the taxi window as he rounded the corner.

Looking back, I wonder what might have been.  I don’t think he entirely thought it through.  Almost selfish of him really.  Those balls bound us together.  Once the blobs of mush were cleaned out by the doctor, our relationship was already doomed.  Sure, we kept up a bit in college with letters and emails and we even hung out once over the following summer and he let me fondle what’s left of his scrotum.  The hormone therapy seems to be working as his cock worked just fine.  The sex was uninterested and dispassionate and we didn’t talk again that summer.

He told me he’d gotten a new boyfriend, some dumbass physical trainer.  Apparently his cock was bigger and he really dug the idea that his bottom boy toy wasn’t even technically a boy.  We haven’t spoken in years now.  Sometimes, I feel used.  But looking back, I wouldn’t change a thing.  

How often do you get a chance for the beautiful man you’ve fantasized about ballbusting offer his perfect nuts up to you willingly to destroy, and if anything to have to convince you to do it?  That rush I experienced when the final nut yielded to my thumbs and surrendered its vital masculine contents to me is one I will probably never feel again.  But it’s one I’ll certainly never forget.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

What’s in a Name? (M/M)


by Corbin Crow

Author's Note: This is one of my favorite stories I've written, so I figured its a fitting second post. Enjoy.

Why would anyone want to meet a person with the profile name "IWantToPopYourBalls"?  That question crossed my mind while I perused the survey answers on Kramtoad, a usual activity of mine when I felt a little horny before bedtime.  But that profile stuck out to me in an unusual way, both for the singularity of his purpose and the violent nature of his fantasy.  I moved on to other profiles and to more vigorous activities soon there after, not giving it another thought, but the seed was planted.  Two tissues and a stirring orgasm later, I was soon drifting gently off to sleep.
I suppose I should take this time to introduce myself.  My name is Ben, and I'm a 23 year old recent college graduate.  I was never clear of my sexuality and I'm still not positive.  I've had girlfriends before, never for terribly long plus a few passionate swings with dudes in colleges, nothing official though.  But one constant has been my love for ballbusting, a closeted desire I've kept for most of my life.  I have a steady job doing something I don't care about but it pays well enough that I can have my own place in the city and a nightlife on the weekends.  I work out some when I get the chance, but I wasn't any kind of a body builder.  But I keep myself in decent shape and I've always been big into proper hygiene and style.

As the alarm shook me out of my sleep, my first thought was of that profile I read last night.  "Odd," I said, as I was bemused to see my dick bulging obscenely through the sheets--usually a night time jack off is enough to keep the morning wood at bay.  I slid off the sheets and looked down my body to see the bulge in my shorts, slightly bouncing with the beat of my heart.  I always liked the look of boxer-briefs defining my legs and showing off my cock and low-hanging balls so well, I mean why else did they make boxer-briefs except for aesthetics?  

A shower and commute later and my loins were back to their normal relaxed status and I was on to my day.  As I typed a boring report on my computer, I couldn't help but let my thoughts stray back to that profile again and I felt a stirring in my pants.  What was I doing?  With some effort, I managed to focus up and finish my work.  On the car ride home, I ran over what I remembered from his profile meticulously and my cock slowly snaked its way down my left pant leg until it was straining against the fabric.

As soon as I arrived home, I raced inside and to the computer to looked up his profile again.  "Why on earth would anyone want to be tied up by this guy?  He says right here he would just break your balls, especially if you begged him not to," I vocalized to myself.  But the scenario was just too much for me, as I almost tore open my pants and, while vigorously patting my low-slung balls, pounded my throbbing cock to orgasm in less than a minute.  

This cycle continued for the next few days until Friday.  I returned home, ran inside and read his profile again.  But this time, I did something I can't explain: I clicked send private message.  I simply introduced myself and explained I thought his profile was hot.  Silly, he probably will never even reply.  As I regained my composure, I whipped out my dick and began lovingly stroking it.  A few minutes in I saw I'd received a message back.

"What!"  I exclaimed, rushing to read it.

"Dear Ben, Glad you liked my profile.  I see you only live a few hours from me, plans for this evening?  Here's a great restaurant near my house and my picture so you can recognize me, in case you are interested in talking about this in person.  -Brian.  P.S. Oh, by the way, please don't jerk off before you come over [wink]."

I was flabbergasted, frozen in time as my dick swelled in my hand.  I know the say you should never meet someone online quickly.  But the hormones pumping out of my balls thought otherwise.  I mean, we were going to be meeting in a public place and he looked normal enough, hot too.  Even if he's crazy or a creeper, I can just leave and be down only a few hours of driving.  So, against my better judgement, I sent a reply and I hopped into the car.

Arriving at the restaurant, I saw him off in the corner, much hotter in person that his picture did him justice.  After general pleasantries we had quite a normal conversation.  He was in his late 20s, worked a job similar to mine, and lived in a cool place in the city.  Dinner was delicious and we had a lot in common, including our mutual love of ballbusting.  Although we were clearly flirting and hitting it off, we never once mentioned the specifics of his profile.  A little odd I suppose, but I didn’t care at the time.  Thus, when he suggested heading back to his place for some dessert, I accepted wholeheartedly.

After noting the heat in the room, we barely made it inside the bedroom before we were making out with each other.  He pushed me back down onto a couch of some kind and I began exploring his body.  His shirt didn’t conceal the musculature of his body and I could feel his cock pressing hard up against my leg.  I felt his hand slip inside of my pants and begin caressing my rock-hard dick.  Around the same time, I heard a click, and froze momentarily, locking eyes with his--my left hand was cuffed to something.  

As our mouths were inter-twinned, I was able to make no complaint other than a soft moan.  I was overwhelmed with passion at this point, his head leaving mine and tracing down my body, his free hand pulling out my shirt and undoing my belt.  Once my pants were open he thrust both hands into my boxer-briefs and hefted out my genitals.  I saw his eyes flair when my low hanging balls came into view.  His right hand immediately returned to stroking my cock as my hips began firing in rhythm with his movements.

“Why is my hand...” My question was swallowed as his tongue returned to my mouth, swirling about.  The concern drifted back away as I was enveloped by pleasure.  {Click}  My eyes darted as I realized my right wrist was now secured firmly above my head as well.  My hips now hastened their pace as I realized my orgasm was impending.

“Why...Why...Why would you... Oh God yes!”  My question was lost in my throes of my own orgasm.  I came violently, my twitching cock spurting load after load in lines all over my exposed chest.  After the third spurt, he released my cock to swing on its own, and by the time I’d reached my seventh weaker spurt, I heard two more clicks in rapid succession.  My ankles were now cuffed as well.  In my afterglow, I looked at him and saw his devilish expression.  As the hormones receded, I realized the error of my ways.  I was now his to do with as he pleased.

He silently reached out and began massaging my low-hanging balls, his eyes intently focused on his hands.  I could feel him checking every aspect of my scrotum thoroughly; hefting the weight of each ball, groping every corner, pinching the epididymis on the back side, tracing the cords into my body.  Because my sac was a slack as I can remember it, he had no difficulty articulating each detail.  To my chagrin, all the attention was returning my flaccid dick to its engorged state.  The silence in the room and the intensity of this examination drove my blood-pressure sky high.

“I enjoy a little fantasy role-play as much as the next man,” I smiled at him with my a mild panic in my voice, trying to cut the tension.  I was answered with a swift punch to my dangling nuts.

“You know what this is,” he replied curtly as I coughed out my air in pain.  “This isn’t a fantasy, not any more.  Not like I didn’t warn you too, my profile detailed the exact course of events.  I mean you meet stranger on a whim?  One who you know wants to destroy your balls against your will?  I know your type, lonely fellow jerking off to fantasies online.  But you can’t blame me, you contacted me.  I figured you were all horned up so I just needed to keep you in that state over here, so I told you not to jerk off.  Most people don’t listen, most people come to their senses right after blowing their hot load.  Sounds like you did too, you just blew it after you’re all tied up right here.”  He punctuated with another swift whack to my junk.

“Little late.”  He continued, using a pair of shears to remove my clothing.  “I mean you’re the fool that I mentioned in my profile, stupid enough to, after all my warnings, still end up tied up by me.  I knew the second I saw your profile and those big loose nuts swinging in your picture I’d love to nut you.”  As each article of clothing was cut away, I felt his eyes drinking in my body while he continued.  “You’re not the first to contact me, sure, you’re not even the first to come to dinner or my place.  But you’re the first to end up in this predicament.  

“I’m glad too, closest I came before you was a fat 45 year old twat who blew his wad in his shorts before I could cuff him, he saw the cuffs and bolted.  But I’m much happier to ruin your young beautiful bull balls than his fat ass pea nuts.  What luck I have!  The first guy dumb enough happens to be the hottest, best hung guy of the bunch.”  After finishing his monologue he whipped out his own impressive cock and began slowly stroking it.

“Please man, don’t...” I said, gasping in pain.  “I’m only 23.  I love my balls and what they give me.  Please don’t...” I was cut off by a rough backhand to my sac.

“Yes that’s right, follow the script in my profile, beg me to stop.   Ask me not to turn that bulging scrotum into a worthless sack of mush. This is perfect,” he cackled.  “You already know what’s happening, but I appreciate you filling out my end of the fantasy.  I mean I planned it from start to finish: explain the dangers completely in my profile,  tell you not to cum beforehand, avoid details at dinner, turn the heat up to keep you sac loose and floppy, get you all horned up and near cumming before I start clicking on the handcuffs.  But I couldn’t be sure with all that you’d actually change your mind and beg me to spare them.  Remarkable.”

“What you’re doing is illegal!  If you let me go now I won’t tell any...”  This time his heel colliding brutally with my exposed sack cut me off, sending me rolling back and forth dry heaving in pain, tossing my loose reddened balls back and forth obscenely.  With a tug, he yanked the cushions out from under me, leaving my ass up against a hard piece of smooth plywood.

“I think we’ve crossed that bridge already,” he pontificated.  “I mean I’ve battered your nuts, locked up you and imprisoned you against your will.  And besides, you think I am going to get this close after all this time only to wimp out and give up?  You’ve got to be joking.  Besides, you are clearly the perfect completion of my fantasy.  You don’t know it, but I am also the completion of yours.  Why else would you be here tied up?  Why else would your cock be bouncing up and down with your heartbeat?  You wanted this as much as I do.  No more bargaining, just beg me to spare those nuts.”  As he finished, he stepped up onto the wood, kicking my legs apart.  Once my legs were spread, my nuts flopped onto the wood, resting there.  He place his bare foot on both of my balls and slowly increased the pressure.

“Please, don’t turn my balls to mush.”  I cried weakly, saying anything that came to my fuzzy mind.  “Please I love my big low-hanging balls!  I love cumming with them them bouncing up and down around my shaft.  Please please don’t ruin my testicles!”

“YES! Keep going, beg me more! Tell me about your balls!”  He yelled, increasing the speed of his own jacking and the force he was applying to my testicles.

“They are big and loose, and flop around most of the time.  I love to fondle them when I jack off.  One of my girlfriends would suck them when she gave me a handjob.  I love my balls, please let me keep them.  Please don’t pop them!”  I begged through gritted teeth, trying to assist in his fantasy.

Then, his cock exploded cum, launching rope after rope over my face and chest, mixing with the mostly dried cum I’d sprayed there moments earlier, pooling and mingling in my navel.  He let up on my balls and breathed heavily.  Oh thank god, I thought, he was just horned up like me, putting on airs to scare me to complete his fantasy.  I relaxed against the wood and smiled.

“You might think because I came I’m not going to pop your balls, that this was just fantasy--but you couldn’t more wrong.”  He said, as cold as ice, staring directly into my eyes.

Suddenly, his foot isolated my right ball and pressed down with tremendous force, his other foot raising off the ground and his body weight resting squarely on my nut.  A slight bounce and I heard a small crunch, like the sound of someone’s nose being broken and a stabbing pain in my stomach.  I blacked out.

As I came too, I tasted vomit in my mouth and saw him waving something in front of my face.  “Don’t think I’d forget smelling salts.”  He said, cheerfully.

“My ball!  What did you do?!”  I hissed at him dryly.

“Don’t worry, it’s only partially ruptured and can be repaired if we get you to a doctor right away.  But we’re not going to a doctor.”  He said as he stood up and placed the ball of his foot once more on the cracked testicle.  With the motion of man putting out a cigarette, he brutally ground the testicle into paste.  As the outer membranes were already fractured, it didn’t take much effort to force out the delicate coiled tubules into the sac, turning a damaged but still viable testicle into nothing but a bunch of mush.  Not until there was no major pieces still resisting his foot and he could feel the contents sloshing around his toes did he let up.

“Now it’s not worth trying to repair,” he said coyly, his cock once more hard and in his hand.

I was in too much pain to say much, only gasp and pant, shaking my head back and forth.  I wish I could black out again like last time.  

“Please . . . don’t unman me.”  I finally managed to squeak out.

“True,” he replied.  “If I left you in this state you would still technically be a man, although only half one.  But that wouldn’t be fair to either one of us, honestly.  No, I’m going to finish what I’ve started.  As I don’t imagine you’ll be doing much talking in the coming minutes, I thought I’d just say how happy I am you came here, how happy I am you let me tie you and let take your beautiful perfect nuts from you.  Well, I’ve never been one to drag things out.”

With that, he reached down and grabbed my remaining left ball with both his hands, isolating the testicle between his fingers on one side and his thumbs pressing in the middle, much like a person holds a cookie to break it in half.  His strong thumbs bore down directly in the center of my ball meat, relentlessly seeking the soft inside and the fingers pushed upwards and out, as if to meet the thumbs calmly in the middle.  

As the pressure grew, a familiar feeling in my loins spread outward, emanating from my balls, as my hips thrust ever so slightly.  A softer cartilage breaking sound came once more, followed immediately by a violent twitch of my untouched cock, spraying cum up onto my chin and chest, dripping and mixing with the other loads of cum still pooled on my navel.

Although amused by this, he showed no signs of letting up, a sweat breaking out on his face as veins protruded belying his effort.  He focused himself once more and with a tremendous push, his fingers met thumbs and the ball was nearly split in two.  From here, it was a simple procedure of using the two hands to coax the broken ball to release its contents into the sac, similar to the last time but with the close up dexterity of two hands.  He was surprisingly gentle and deliberate, savoring each step of the destruction.

Unlike the first testicles demise, I was not greeted with unconsciousness this time.  Also, he wasted no time between initial rupture and complete destruction, working through bits of shattered testicle until he could find no more substantial chunks.  Once he was positive no reproductive capacity remained, he grabbed his cock with one hand and slowly massaged both former testicles in my sac with the other.

He relished the soup-like consistency of all the remained of my manhood and stroked his dick with renewed fervour.  Although my head was clouded with pain and shock, I was still distantly aware of his fingers coursing through the mush floating in my scrotum.  As a fourth load of hot cum streaked across my chest mingling with the others in my navel just above where my softening cock had fallen, I felt him clamp down on the loose flap of skin remaining of my manhood.  If felt as though someone squeezed a bag filled with jell-o squares, slipping and sliding through his tensing fingers.  That was the last thing I felt as I drifted into sweet unconsciousness.

Epilogue.

I awoke however many hours later, dazed, in a white hospital room.  A nurse, excited to see I was awake, bustled off to fetch the doctor.  Through the haze I was able to garner some of my experience.  They found me abandoned outside the emergency room, I was seriously injured.  Fortunately, due to their fast action, they were able to stop the hemorrhaging and save me from further issues.  However, both of my testicles were far beyond repair and had to be removed to prevent necrosis and infection.  I could’ve told the doctor that part.  

Later, I discovered they also cut away most of my scrotum, leaving only a small bit under my dick.  A policeman took down my statement and said they would get the bastard who did this to me.  A nurse came in with some pamphlets and told me about life after testicles.  It wasn’t all that bad she said.  I’m sure she was used to giving this talk to old farts who didn’t need balls that much anyways, but she didn’t change it too much.  Testosterone patches.  No kids.  Got it.

It didn’t take the police long to track down Brian, he used his home computer to send the emails.  He had an excellent lawyer though, who managed to convince the District Attorney that this was a simple matter of a consensual sex game gone wrong.  The ADA, not wanting to delve into a gay sex fantasy in open court over so simple a case, concurred and offered Brian a plea bargain for misdemeanor assault and battery, dropping the charges of sexual assault, felonious battery, and unlawful detention.  In the end, Brian received a sentence of 11 months in jail plus 2 years probation.  

Apparently he was from money too, because his parents sent my lawyer a letter offering a settlement of 275,000 dollars to be paid over a series of years in exchange for waiving my rights to sue and a non-disclosure agreement.  My lawyer eagerly suggested we take it, and that trying the case in civil court would get less money and cost more over more time, not to mention delving into my very personal losses.  So I signed the papers.

Sure, Brian spent a little time in jail--I believe he is getting out next month on good behavior.  Sure, I received a pretty decent paycheck out of the whole deal.  But still, here I am, a sterile freak with a tiny flap of skin where my beautiful balls used to be left to wonder and regret.  Why did I send him a message?  Why did I go back to his apartment?  Why, after he first handcuffed one hand, was I so willing to let him make me cum and tie me up for good?  Why did I cum when he broke my last ball?  And the most important question of all, Why would anyone want to meet a person with the profile name “IWantToPopYourBalls”?

**Author’s Note:  I wrote this story on a whim after coming across the profile mentioned in the story.  I have no connection to the profile and didn’t collaborate with him on this story.  It is a fictionalization and not intended to represent the profile or its owner.  If you are curious to see the profile it’s here: http://www.kramtoad.com/site/users/IWantToPopYourBalls.  
I enjoy receive comments and constructive criticism. My email: corbin_crow(at)yahoo(dot)com**